THE MERE THOUGHT OF HAVING TO WORK IN A PLACE
THATS SO TOTALLY BELOW WHAT U HAVE EXPECTED SEEMS
A LIL MIND BOGGLING AND A TOTAL TURN OFF IF YOU
TRY T THINK KINKY IN HOPES OF TRYING T SAVE URE
MOOD .THAT U WILL AT LEAST EARN 5 BUCKS AN
HOUR AND 10 BUCKS ON PUBLIC HOLIDAYS!
CAN I WORK IN A BAR? OR.. IN A PUB?
OR.. ANYWHERE BUT THERE?
IM PICKY!
oh, now the uncle and THE AUNTY KNOWS!
the aunty also happens t know cuz she reads my blog.
how funny isat? ok, not so funny.
personal rants for tday.. well..
i am having issues with money and when i start the "job"
soon.. i cant be as flexible as i used to. that means if i
want to see the men in my life.. (ala dad, arwin, yy and bros)
id have t see them on off days. STUPID!
and i have t finish my la salle port folio asap so that
i can feel much better abt my future...and.. uh....
gym. HOW AM I GONNA GYM? bugger la.....
plus my dad and i arnt getting along very well..
as usual. he thinks that all i want from him is money..
and that im rebelious and unappreciative.
the warped cycle just keeps on repeating itself..
he thinks im this.. negetive home envt.. i go out of
the house to spend positive time with friends.. dad
thinks im "wild" then later he thinks im this..
more negetive home envt. or.. if i stay in.. he gets
grumpy.. negetive envt.. i wud wanna go out...
AHYAH. SAME SHIT! even when i talked t arwin..
and he gave me some-what-sane advice abt giving in to
parents because they raised u.. sacrifice.. just basically
giving in JUST BECAUSE.. and i did.. but dad is still
going psycho on me.
what i want right now is a job.. (thats why im desperate
enough to get that stupid job) so that i can earn my own
money and do as i want with it. give some to gramps
even tho things aint going to well with them
and some to my dad.. EVEN THO THINGS ARNT GOING
TOO WELL EITHER.. and alot of it for myself.
fucking irritating -.-
might as well just stay at home.. use ure allowance money
and not work. go jogging. and yada yada. but noo.. this is
the price i have t pay for being the "ELDEST" and for going
out alot (i deserved to have fun cuz i studied so fuckn
hard for Os.. but dad wont understand)
whatever happened to the slogan,
STUDY HARD AND PLAY HARD?
p.s.
watched pans labrynth(sp?) with
arwin and yy on fri and went t
queensway with kabi and yy tday.
stupid yy pissed me off.. jerk -.-
